Beautiful Disaster.

YFriday, November 25, 2005
bloddy hellllll!! i duno wats goin on wit me.
i skipped french class!!!TWICE IN A ROW!!!!!
fcuk it.and worst off..i duno wat the hell is BusStats and PrinciplesOfMgt..and even worst.
i wana skip later's lecture.i just dun give a fcuk no more.i just HATE the subj tis sem.stinkz!

just finished doin the resumes crap for the freakin PROJECT!! argh.dumb fuck.

i lurve chain faggin...it gets me all high and dizzy...wheeeeee...
_callous_ was here with you at 1:54 AM .

Emylin
The Ride

this life is all about loving and losing. sacrificing and hurting.
being dissappointed in just about anything including urself.

this is life in my eyes.

- an unbearable excruciating painful hurt and experience that kills.
life in living is like death in dying.
where u live with a purpose and u die with a cause
all of which reasons hurt
and none of which will give u the happiness that u deserve.

yes i am fickle and yes i am a hardcore depressed chic.
but no.im no bimbo cuz i apparently make use of my brain cells 3/4 of my waking hour.
dun mess with me.